I read this quote today in a book and it did exactly that, made me smile. This is so right for me right now, I truly am excited for my future. I know it’s a way off, but I’m so excited for what life without alcohol holds for me. Oh the things I will be able to do without the shackles of drinking. But of course, one day at a time..
I have added a little to my quest for 365 days without alcohol. I have made the decision that the quest I am on needs to be more all encompassing than just the alcohol side of things. I know from experience that when life seems hard, or work becomes stressful I let these things become a reason to give up on giving up. With this knowledge in hand I have decided it is time to take a more holistic approach & look at my thoughts & my attitudes. Basically, I need to stop feeling sorry for myself when things seem ‘hard’ and instead opt to own my situation – the good & the bad – and strive through either with the same pace.
It’s very easy for an alcoholic to find excuses in this world, but before I fell into this current situation I was a strong, able, together person. Yes shit would get me down, and I would kick & scream about my lot, but I didn’t use it as a direct link to a way out I just considered hard stuff to be all about making me a better person. I’d like that person back thanks.
So I have decided to give myself a year to do more than just walk away from alcohol, this year will be about accepting & living with my lot, and striving successfully through it. I’d like my life to be different, but this is never going to happen if I don’t adjust my life view first. So I am working on my thinking, attitude, approach, and ultimately my serenity. After a year I truly hope I can rub my successful hands together and say ‘right – what next!’
Day 3